Hi, I just re-joined this e-group today after 7 years absence. I am not sure if they have announced the line up of the new AJK of Ansaraku. The new AJK will be having our first committee meeting on 14th, this Friday and killerbatch has been asked to lead Ansaraku for one term with me as el Presidente. Let me kick off the work for the new AJK today with this message which is to solicit views from all members. All comments are welcomed.....


Financial modeling is used to see the possible outcome of a project.. We try to determine how much capital/financing we need and how much profit or returns can one expect from the project. In order to predict the outcome, we study data and try and spot patterns. From the patterns, we make certain assumptions relevant to the project. The conclusion of what you model would then dictate your strategy and action steps so that actual outcome would be as close to the projections. Your modeling may be wrong but what it does is it gives some sense of direction.

I am employing the same approach for this job as President of Ansaraku. Gather data, look for patterns, make some assumptions relevant to Ansaraku and based on those assumptions, come up with what outcome we want Ansaraku to achieve and we then can plan the action steps. That is the rhetoric.

I read a book recently which gives perspective on the history of the world. It depicts the whole existence of the world as a one year period with today as midnight on 31 December. Scientists estimate that the world is over one million years old. Therefore, one day in one human year is equivalent to 3,000 years in earth year and one hour is 120 years. With that perspective, they believe human walked the earth only around 19 December. Maybe the learned amongst us can verify whether Nabi Adam came down to earth around 30,000 to 40,000 years ago. The whole history of China's civilisation and decline happened on 27 December over a 3,000 year period. The Roman Empire ruled around 7am and Islam was born around 11.30am on 31 December. That's how old the world is.
I find the analysis quite interesting and I would like to adopt the idea and analyse our life in some sort of scale. Let's try and scale one life cycle as a one-five year period in MRSM Kulim. Namely, assuming one lived till the national average of 72 years of age, each school year is equivalent to 14 human years. Each month in MRSM Kulim is about one year and one month. Every one month semester break is like taking approximately one year off your life to go on holiday. SPM is probably your first heart attack, stroke or whatever potent that awaits us. If you survive that, the few weeks we have from SPM to the day we board the train in Bukit Mertajam is a bonus. The train ride is the proverbial ultimate trip (ehem, notice that some go north and some south??)

Based on that scale, we whose median is now around 40 years of age, are now in the first month of Form 4. What have we achieved so far? We have completed SRP which is one big landmark. That's three fifth of the whole tenure in Kulim. Nearer to the end than the beginning but I dare say the better side of school cycle to be in. We are no more kids and naïve like when we were in Form One. SRP was important when we were sitting for it but now that we have gone through with it, the outcome from SRP is not important after all. Its SPM that counts. I don't know about you guys but my best year in Kulim was in Form 4 where SPM is two years away and I thought I can enjoy a whole year of hanging out with killerbatch without bothering too much about my studies. Its a honeymoon year. I saw a movie when we were in Form 4 with Pak Ron about a group of friends, all professionals with career and money, riding Harleys to a resort somewhere and he told me his dream that killerbatch too shall do that one day. But Form 4 is quite a tough year too to adjust from life in Form 3. As an example, I failed my first Add Maths test. I remember cause its the first time I actually fail any exam in my life!! It was a warning, its a honeymoon year but don't get too carried away with what you think it actually is. Its harder now and the stake is bigger. Its a lesson that with dreams begin responsibilities. What we build when we were in Form 4 would determine the outcome at the end of Form 5 and we were told that is "The One" that most probably would determine our whole life thereafter.

So, back to 2009 and in the real world. Where are we? We are three fifth in our lifespan. I spoke with some of us to gather data on what you think of Ansaraku. Some say we are at the peak of our lifecycle. Some are doing very well so far and some not (ie the SRP) but its not important. One person remarked that for him its the beginning of a new lifecycle as our children are beginning to leave home. Some to boarding school and some to universities. With an empty nest, some try to adjust by contemplating adopting babies, picking up new hobbies, enroll in courses, getting to surau and masjid to be closer to Allah or other new activities. I think the pattern that is emerging is Ansaraku is now more relevant as people are now only beginning to find they have the time to socialise again. We have time to "ber-persatuan".

If we have an Ansaraku picnic, most probably we won't have that many children participating in a drawing competition as they have passed that age. So, I think we have to pause and think on what is relevant.

Certainly, Ansaraku is there to make us closer and we have the activities to support that e.g. annual futsal, bowling, buka puasa and we will continue to have that. We also have activities, and have set up a fund, to help the less fortunate amongst us. We have around RM4,000 in our coffers. My question is this year you have given killerbatch the mandate to lead Ansaraku. The year when you are in the Form 4 of your lives. This is the year when we are in our days of glory. A honeymoon period yet we have to be responsible. When we are in our SPM year, it may be too late as we need to concentrate on the Big Exam. Do you expect the new committee to organise the same activities albeit better, bigger or something else altogether? Some clever twist to an old song perhaps?

I noticed that since killerbatch embarked on Asrama Donni, we have participation from the non-regulars as the project is something new. You know what I mean. We have the regulars that turn up for the teh tariks and we have the silent readers. Ansaraku e-group has 300 e-mails out of which about 20 are from killerbatch. But killerbatch e-group has around 100 emails. Why do people exclude themselves from the mainstream? I think we have to try and get the non regulars to be interested to join the mainstream. Or have the mainstream to accommodate them.

So, as I continue to gather data please make your views known. The new committee meeting will meet on 14 August and we will get some consensus as to where Ansaraku should be heading. For the moment, I don't know what it is that Ansaraku need.

Must it be thunder with a strong bite and a loud roar
Or a fresh spring fountain for thirsty seamen ashore
Are we a lone mountain, a foundation
Or a deep and flowing river strong and silent
Perhaps a ravaging waterfall exciting and a beauty
What are we and most importantly, at this stage of life, what do we want to be?

Raja (taiko) Ali
3 August, 2009

Dari Khuzaini Ismail

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Kawan-kawan Sekelian

Hari ini 30 tahun yang lalu 1 Mac 1977, genap 30 tahun 149 pelajar Tingkatan 1 Maktab Rendah Sains MARA Kulim, melangkah kaki menerusi satu lagi cabaran hidup.

Hari ini juga genap 30 tahun persahabatan antara pelajar dan guru.

Hari ini genap 30 tahun lakaran sejarah kehidupan insan yang bermula di Jalan Junjung.

Saya bagi pihak semua Pioneers mengucapkan berbanyak terima kasih kepada semua yang telah menjadi sebahagian daripada hidup kami.

Guru, pentadbir, adik-adik dan semua yang telah secara langsung dan tidak langsung mencorakkan kehidupan kami, semoga Tuhan merahmati Tuan Puan semua.

Tiada perkataan dapat mencoret kegembiraan 30 tahun bersahabat Tiada lukisan dapat mengambarkan keindahan 30 tahun bersahabat Tiada perasaan yang dapat diluahkan merasai detik 30 tahun bersahabat

Suka duka yang dilalui, jerih perit yang dirasai namun kita terokai bersama.

SEMOGA 30 TAHUN PIONEERS MENJADIKAN KITA INSAN YANG BERGUNA BUAT AGAMA, NUSA DAN BANGSA.

Salah silap 30 Tahun bersama semoga Tuhan Ampuni kita semua. Semoga umur yang dipanjang diberkati dengan amal dan pengorbanan yang berterusan.

Jai
055/77

Artist : Dire Straits
Year : 1985
Song & Lyrics : Mark Knopler

These mist covered mountains
Are a home now for me
But my home is the lowlands
And always will be
Some day youll return to
Your valleys and your farms
And youll no longer burn
To be brothers in arms

Through these fields of destruction
Baptisms of fire
Ive watched all your suffering
As the battles raged higher
And though they did hurt me so bad
In the fear and alarm
You did not desert me
My brothers in arms

Theres so many different worlds
So many differents suns
And we have just one world
But we live in different ones

Now the suns gone to hell
And the moons riding high
Let me bid you farewell
Every man has to die
But its written in the starlight
And every line on your palm
Were fools to make war
On our brothers in arms

By Ahmad Helmi................

If I have one tenth of his perserverance... I will be a stronger person

If I have one tenth of his humility... I will be a better friend

If I have one tenth of his patience... I will be a better father

As I was touched, throughout my phases of life

Au revoir my friend,

May ALLAH bless you with his maghfirah and placed amongst the mukmin.

ALLAH HU MAGHFIRLAHU WARHAM HUM

Dari Ahmad Shafawi .........

BALASUNGKAWA: SUHAIMI BIN JOLEMAN @ MIE @ MIJO @ DUKE OF LANGGAR
9 APRIL 1965 – 25 OGOS 2006



Saya mendapat panggillan telefon dari sepupu Mie pada kira2 pukul 11.45 pagi semalam memberikan berita buruk. Memang tak boleh nak percaya… Setelah reda airmata, baru saya mula membuat panggilan kepada kawan2.

Mie meningal dunia akibat serangan sakit jantung pada lebih kurang pukul 11 pagi. Ketika itu beliau sedang menemani isteri beliau yang terlantar di Pantai Medical Centre akibat kemalangan jalanraya di Ipoh 2 minggu yang lalu. Kedua2 kaki isterinya patah dan dalam proses
pemulihan. Menurut kakak Mie Kak Fauziah, Mie rebah dihadapan isterinya dan meninggal semasa dikejarkan ke ICU.

Saya sampai kerumah Kak Fauziah bersama Kayown pada lebih kurang pukul 1 tgh. Sekali lagi airmata kami bercucuran bila menatap wajah Mie. Selepas itu sedikit demi sedikit rakan2 mula sampai. Kerana menunggu
ibu dan abang Mie sampai dari Johor dan Kedah, akhirnya jenazah Mie selamat dikebumikan dalam hujan gerimis di tanah perkuburan Kg Pantai Dalam pada lebih kurang 8.30 malam.

Mie mendirikan rumahtanga pada Sept 1997 dengan Wan Surainee Bt Wan Yahya @ Nett. Nett bertugas di Maybank cawangan Medan Tuanku dan mereka tidak mempunyai cahayamata. Saya agak rapat dengan pasangan ini
kerana mempunyai minat yang sama iaitu menungang motosikal jarak jauh dan `last ride\' Mie adalah ketika kami menunggang ke Mersing 3 minggu yang lalu.

Akhirkata, saya mewakili Nett dan keluarganya memohan kiranya Mie ada berhutang dgn sesiapa bolehlah berhubung dgn saya agar dapat saya sampaikan pada Nett. Segala sumbangan kawan2 melalui saya belum sempat saya sampaikan, insyaallah saya buat minggu hadapan.

Semoga ALLAH swt mencucuri rahmat keatas rohmu, bersemadilah dengan aman MiJo kawanku, riding buddyku dan saudaraku. Kami akan sentiasa merinduimu…..Alfatihah.